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when i lay down i feel that i am being shaken.
my entire head is collapsing into my skull. i feel light-headed often. sometimes i feel dizzy. my scalp flakes onto my shirt. i pretend that i am in a sno-globe and shake my hair from a second story window.
when i lay down i always dream of laying face up in a field of snow.
my father once told me that when the it rains on a sunny day it is because the devil and his wife are being married.
i have recently acquired a straw hat. i feel maybe it will help me stand on corners and not have to look people in the eye. that would be 'okay'.
i think i may have found an apartment in lincoln. i don't know.
yesterday i played with a baby in a kiddie pool.
she suddenly stopped playing and began to stare at my face. her eyes turned red and then started pooping.
i came close to her and snowed flakes onto her head.





