DREAM #26

i was a terrible person. when people said things i would take those things and make bad feelings come out. a friend and i decided to steal something. we went into a park near large boulders. we sat in the sun and short grass and thought about how to steal this thing. we met a bus full of hippies that were traveling around the country in this sustainable van that had 3 stories, a hot tub, cable television, and all kinds of gadgets. we went to a house. the house had something in it. we went inside. there were 3 people -- 2 men and 1 woman. we tied them up and started to hit them. i feel good hitting these people. i felt like something concrete and absolute. the house had nuclear radiation in the basement. the door was closed to keep it out. i started asking people questions. they would not cooperate. i scratched a man's face and scalp off. his face looked the way the floor does after you peel up tile. his face had dried and crusted bits of glue. i threw all of his bloody skins on the floor and asked him something again. the next guy tried to fight me so i had to scratch his face off too. i scratched the girl's face off, except i think me and my friend teamed up on her and really 'messed her up'. finally they told us what we needed and we had to go downstairs to where the radiation was. i was going to go down. my friend told me to make sure i put a radiation suit on. i said okay.