last night i hugged a crying bartender

i am in denver write now. every day i get up and go to central library and sit down somewhere, at a desk, and write everything that i am doing and have done in denver.

last night i was at a bar with my friend chrissy. "let's get fucked up tonight," she said. "Okay," I said. So we went to a bar and got took our time getting fucked up. there was a dumb asshole of a girl--she was still--child who was loud and disgusting and a terrible human being. i saw her go into the bathroom with her boyfriend and they fucked (prolly) on the sink and made it all wobbly.

We ordered beer and sat at a table and we were quiet.